Dying blog

Whoa.. Came back to my blog.. So many spider web.. Coz too long din use d..

Hmm.. Holiday started.. 2molo Raya.. Wish all the malay peeps Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!!
My holiday ad wasted 2 days wei.. Sitting in the house without doin anything?? Other than a bit of add maths n chem revision.. Haiz.. Im sure SPM students out there r preparing.. But im juz lepaking.. Holy..

Oh ya.. My comp spoiled.. Some system gone.. Its now a useless comp.. How boring to use this comp.. Im dying wei.. No song.. No Games.. Nothing else.. Nvm.. Look in a positive way.. God is setting time for me to study.. So... Lets start studying 10hours a day start from 2molo.. God bless i can do it..

Chaoz..

Pangky Pang

Great n Sucks Part of weekend!!

Yeah.. My Weekend is so enjoyable..

haha... It was RC Prom Nite 2009!!
1st of all, congratz to Exco 09 for a successful event and also thx for inviting us..

From yesterday morning i went to skol at 8am to do group study wif my frenz.. Then hav a really fun basketball game after the group study..
11am go back house oni start to get ready my prom nite stuff.. Then move to Kiri's house at 12.30pm.. Hav some fun time there.. Then lepak there for so long n we reach there at 5.30pm oni.. (As our exco say we suppose to meet at 4pm.. hehe..) But biasalah, we r juz like tat.. Then Prom Nite start n sitting at the most front role to see performance.. haha.. Cool stuff.. When everything ends, hav the photo session wif all the exco.. Yeeehaaaaaaaaa!! Once again.. But end up i hav to go back early coz i hav to sleep earlier n work on the next day.. (Its actually hav to take over my mom's work for 1 day la..) Then go back house.. Do some stuff n then sleep at 2am..

This morning hav to wake up at 8am.. Argh.. Freaking tired.. But hav to wake up also.. Then go to work.. Holy.. Is freaking boring there.. I nearly fall asleep when working.. But still tahan.. From morning 9am tahan till 7pm.. Exhausted.. Come back house.. take bath.. eat.. blog.. n gonna sleep really soon..

So much fun yet so much of suffer.. Life is never be perfect..

SPM 108 days left.. Study.. Study.. Study..

Pangky Pang...

University.. Wait For Me..

Today midnight 12am.. Me n family went to esso at meru to wait for bus to send my bro to his university.. UTM at Skudai, Johor Bharu..

Actually im kinda hate to go this kind of stuff la.. But bcuz i has been force to go.. So end up i went there wif my family..

After my bro register n get the key to his room.. We help my bro to clean up his room.. Its a bloody small room.. Its smaller than my house store room.. Oh my gosh.. Since my bro is the prince in my house which wont do any work in house.. My whole family then help him to clean up the whole room n it transform from a sapi room to a cekap room.. N my bro meet his new fren.. Name Jason.. From Alor Setar, Kedah.. Hmm.. He is a nice guy n im sure my bro will hav a good time wif him in this 3 years time.. After everything kao tim.. We went makan n walk around the skol.. WOW!! U noe wat.. Its a university but its actually like a city.. My bro is in kolej 10 n also the kolej which located at the end of the university.. Heard from his fren.. From the kolej wanna walk to the entrance of the university will take 2hours.. Holy.. Its craziness.. Then went back to bro's room n i fall asleep there coz nid to wait for bas to come up n fetch us.. Mean time.. My bro seem to be very down bcuz its the first time he gonna live without parents around.. All by himself.. Anyway.. I trust tat my bro can do it.. Bcuz we all r brothers.. Good Luck to him for everything there..

Hmm.. I lost a bro which i can talk to always.. Haiz.. When he is here.. I always think tat.. 'Dei.. Cant u juz go away.. Always ask ppl for help.. So ma fan..'.. But now he leave.. I feel like no1 is gonna talk to me more often bcuz i normally wont talk serious matter bcuz im not gonna talk serious matter wif my young bro.. Haiz..

Today is the first time i went to a university.. N i found out tat i hav already fall in love wif university.. Dunno y.. I juz love it.. It was a marvelous place.. Im not gonna waste my time.. After 2 years Im gonna go into a university to study.. Same day.. My father started to talk to me about wat i hav been plan to study.. PHARMACIST!! Yup.. Im gonna study kao kao to get this.. No matter wat it takes..

So now im still in my form 5 life.. It look far away from university but i gonna tell u tat.. If u start to plan now oni u can achieve on the other day.. So no doubt.. Im gonna study.. To achieve wat i wanna achieve.. Every1.. Wait n see.. Im gonna make it..

MY FAMILY.. Good Luck to you there.. Bro..

Pangky Pang

Updates after a long time!!

Hmm.. Its been another long time i din touch my blog..
I'm kind of lazy to touch my comp.. hehe..

Loads of things change ad.. Kem Tutti Fratelli Ke-14 has suksess beautifully n also hav a marvelous reunion in TGV Cinema at JJ Bukit Tinggi.. Its a bloody late update.. I knew it.. hehe.. Hmm.. Unforgetable memories of year 2009.. I'm not gonna forget it.. Then in my holiday.. There's no study.. I went to HQ every single day to meet up wif other.. N i hav my 08 reunion.. Its a unforgetable part wif some thing la.. haha..

Move on in life after holiday..
Back to a SPM student life..
Every nite till 2am.. no doubt.. wat to do.. Its SPM..
N my mid term result came out.. Its a serious sapi result..
Wanna noe?? Hmm.. Its 3A2B1C1D1E2G.. Pretty long huh??!!
Swear to god this is not gonna be my result for my nex exam.. No matter wat it takes..
N today i noe tat i got no. 7 in my class.. Swt.. Its low wei..

N my brother will be goin to UTM at johor this sunday.. For wat??
Study lo.. He is goin to take industrial phycology course.. This course is nothing related to wat he studying so hard in STPM.. Haiz.. How sad.. But wat to do.. Juz go lo.. But mayb he want to change to other course after one year.. Dunno la.. Something he gonna do wif tat to achieve his dream.. May god bless him..

Tats all..
Monthly exam is a month away..
Trial is 2 months away..
N SPM.. 4 months away..
Muz put turbo for my car d.. Or else gonna screw up everything..
God bless me..

Pangky Pang

LIfe is killing me!! Muz overcome my fear!! Gosh!!

My god.. Kem Tutti is coming.. N i haven even tell my parents yet..
Wat is this wei.. Now 11.45pm.. I suppose to talk to my father bout this..
Has pray to god for few times d.. But i juz couldnt get a chance to talk to him..
My Lord pls save me la.. I hav to tell wei.. Or else how am i gonna make it for Tutti??

Somemore today went to HQ!!
Supposely i ad tell my exco im not goin Ops Cahaya Tutti..
But suddenly sir called kiri n talk to him.. Gone la..
Kiri is giving me pressure n ask me to go for Ops!!
Its really Ops for me la.. How to tell?? I haven even got chance to talk to him??
Should i juz leave a letter to him?? It may make my life easier rite??

Haiz.. Decision making time.. Wat can i do?? Wat can i do??
God pls save me.. Seriously i cant take it this way.. I muz find a way to settle this..
Ops Cahaya Tutti + Camp Tutti Fratelli!!
I muz make it..

God pls bless me for this..
Seriously this would be my last time to go out for activity like this..
After all im gonna focus on study oni..
Pls gimme another chance..
God bless!! God bless!!

TQIS!! I miss it!! WTF!!

Hmm... What is this.. I juz finish see VAD 43 de blog..
Its all the pic of TQIS!! Feeling bloody 1 kind now.. Haiz..
Actually, i ad ready everything to attend TQIS 1 week b4..
But who noe.. On Thursday my mother suddenly ask me to go work..
WTF.. I wan go TQIS la.. But wat to do.. Till now i haven even tell my family tat i goin Tutti..
Somemore if i tell my mother tat i no wan go work bcuz i wan go HQ means tat will be no hope for me to go Tutti this year..
Wif all this point.. My mind juz tell me.. If wan go Tutti mean cant go TQIS.. Hav to do so la..

But now i really feel damn sakit hati la.. Sob..
Mother.. Seriously i dun like to work now.. Pls dun keep asking me to always go work..
It has been 2 months i working on Sat n Sun.. I no wan ad.. PLS!!

God bless me..
I wan go Tutti..
I dun wan go work..
I wan get good result..
GOD BLESS!!!

Life in HQ de feel come back to me again!!

So is juz after a bad incident..
But now im feeling damn good d la..
Goin to get another in ... time..
Know y im feeling good?
Ask me why la..

hehe

Actually im really sad after the incident la.. But this morning when i wake up i feel so fresh.. Even Yesterday nite i sleep at 2am.. Dunno y.. I juz feel like tat.. Then wat happen was.. I went to skol today for my monthly exam.. Suddenly all the memory of last year exco life came into my dream.. (I sleep when finish exam) Dun ask me why it happen.. It juz happen.. Then when i wake up.. Hmm.. Thinking at i hope to go back to my exco life.. But past is past lo.. Wat can i do somemore.. But this is not the reason why i feel good.. Im feeling good bcuz i flashback tat i juz went to HQ this pass 2 days.. And all the memory there was damn cekap.. How to start le.. Ok la.. Start at Friday..

Friday after my 1st add maths tuition i went to HQ to see exco 09 n also KPI 09.. Hmm.. Tat time i juz walking around n talk wif my exco which was there n also talk to sir la.. Then go makan wif exco 08 n sir oni chaoz back to tuition centre for 2nd tuition class..

Saturday morning.. I woke up late.. Its too late.. I woke up at 9am.. I suppose to reach there at 9 but im late now.. Get ready everything then move to HQ.. Reach there.. No exco n peserta.. Oni sir n few VAD in Bilik Belia.. Then sir tell me tat they r at Balai Bomba.. Without thinking of anything.. I chaoz to Balai Bomba n at there i meet wif exco 09 n VAD.. Also my own exco Mani n Izan.. Sitting there doin nothing but talking father's story all.. haha.. When everything finish.. They went to makan n i juz go back to HQ.. There i meet wif Atul n Suez.. Then we talk for while n member all also come back d.. So juz lepak at Tapak QM wif Ita, Izan, Atul n exco 09.. After a while.. Agilan call.. Me, Suez n Kiri been divine into group n gonna handle RC Skill Station.. Wow.. Since Kem Belia Ke-31 till now.. I hav never handle member like this ad.. The feeling was damn bloody kao kao nice.. Me Kiri n Chia Hui handle a checkpoint n teach member few things.. Tat module go on for bout 1 hour++!! Then go QM n lepak again.. At there.. Ita pula ask to help wash plate.. I hav never do tat when i was Exco 08.. But watever la.. Help oni ma.. Then Atul pula suddenly come wif the noise bleeding.. OMG.. Tats the funny part.. I keep it as secret la.. hehe.. Then go to help exco09 in the next module at the telephone booth near HQ.. While waiting.. Talking to Aparna, Amirul n Chia Choong.. When member come.. I juz stand at the side n see how they handle lo.. Hmm.. They r handle in a quite good way also.. Pround of being exco 08 bcuz of them.. Then module finish.. Go back to HQ n help to make sirap water.. Aiyo.. U noe who did those water?? Its me n Mani.. Wohoo.. Both also never make water b4 but acting like we noe everything.. Simply do oni lo.. Wat we care.. haha.. After i kao tim all this thing.. Its also time for me to go back liao lo.. Say bye to every1 then chaoz..
Sunday.. Wake up early morning n go tuition.. Then go HQ.. Tat time they r doin their Majlis Penutup.. Go to Bilik Belia to change shirt n meet Leeza inside.. Suddenly She tell me.. "Hey.. High Skol now damn cekap ar.. So many member.. Then got semangat ppl in High Skol.. They r ur junior ar??" Tat time I also feel very bangga la.. After change.. Go see Majlis Penutup.. See the AJK n member r so semangat.. Then i also feel very nice la.. Since long time i din see so many member ad.. Then go for 2t meeting.. Once meeting finish then i straight change n chaoz to go back house..

Tats all la.. My few days of the week.. Mayb will be goin to HQ once again later.. Dunno when la..

p/s: To all MEB09.. U all did a great job.. Really happy to see u all again.. Also u all hav change.. Hoping to see u all soon..

Pangky Pang!!

Bad Luck Day!!

Oh my god.. Is it bcuz tat day i step on a shit n now im having bad luck??
Ppl say tat steping on dog shit is something like 'ONG AH'!!
For me?? 'ONG'?? Ur head im 'ONG'!! Im bloody unlucky.. All my hard earn money juz fly away..

Actually story should start wif Friday morning which is the time I go to skol.. As usual i will walk in a small road.. Tat morning.. At the end of the road hav a bunch of dog.. In my mind was counting how many dog there hav.. Kanasai.. Terstep on a dog shit.. CBLJ!! Somemore the shit is juz fresh.. Aiyo.. Tat time i nearly muntah ad la.. So after clean up my shoe all.. My life juz continue like normal..

So today.. A good Sunday.. Which I disagree..
Morning i sleep till 8am n wake up to prepare to go for my 'Diferentiation' add maths tuition.. Woo.. Its was a hard topic in all chapter tat i study in add maths.. From there i feel haiz.. Mood out to study la.. At 1pm.. We move to HQ for Kem Tutti meeting.. As usual me n other went there together la.. Nothing happen there.. Untill meeting finish at 4pm.. I see my phone 2 missed call from home.. SHIT!! Gonna kena sounding ad la.. Change all my shirt in top speed.. Say bye to everyone n chaoz from HQ.. While i walking back.. Nothing la..

Here is wer my main point of the day..

i get a call from my house.. Haiz.. Wat to do.. Hav to pick up too.. My brother was on the phone n asking me all things bout game.. Wat la.. Terlepas once again.. Happy at tat point of time.. Then continue walking untill I reach TNB beside my skol.. Aiyoyo.. CB!! 1 uncle suddenly come to my side wif a knife n ask me to move behind.. Wat to do.. Knife le.. Follow the instruction lo.. Another uncle pula come.. Then ask me for my money n so on.. 1st.. I take out my phone then oni take out my money.. Ish Ish Ish.. Phone n money juz lost in a sudden.. RM 50 u noe.. Haiz.. No comment.. But watever its all past la.. Lets move on in my life..

p/s: To Suez.. This morning i tell u i got money.. But now i hav no money left in my wallet..
To my Friends pula.. Dun nid to call me or sms me d.. Its GONE!! Get it??

Title of the day.. Sapi day..

Pertandingan Pertolongan Cemas Peringkat Negeri - Day 1

Wohoo.. After a long time tat my Blog Die..
Its revive again now.. haha

So let continue wif my great experince of PC competition..
1st day of the competition.. Dah la the day b4 it we sleep so late.. Today hav to wake up at 5am pula.. Haiyo.. (Sleepy) But everything is for our competition.. TAHAN!!
Hmm.. After we take 1 hour to get every1 ready.. 6am we r all ready.. Tat is the time we do some sort of senaman pagi.. Then some game to naikkan our semangat.. But after naikkan semangat.. Our senior mahaguru also the PIC of this PC competition.. Come up n tell us bout the finalise of the choosen ppl to join the match.. Every1 look a bit dull a tat point of time.. But watever said n done.. Its all bout LIFE n DECISION la.. Right after tat announcement.. We mov to our makan place.. Which is our BSM spot also.. Restoran Selwa.. We order n we makan.. Everything tat happen in a day is always start wif the breakfast.. After hav our breakfast, oni all of us look more energetic.. Move into the transit once again n ready to go to SMK Tinggi Kajang.. Wooo.. Tat skol look so similar like my skol.. Biasa la.. My skol is SMK Tinggi Klang ma..
On the way we goin there.. We suppose to practice.. But who noes.. 1st half n hour we r practising.. Slowly 1 by 1 fall asleep.. Wat to do oh.. Sleep late n wake up so early.. By the time we reach there is bout 9am in the morning.. There hav a lot of ppl.. From Organiser to Judges, then urusetia n finally all our compartitor.. Woo.. Wat running in my mind was.. Lets start the game..
After we hav a small perhimpunan in the hall.. We all move to a building which is the place we goin to do the competition for this 2 days.. The 1st thing we goin to do is immobolisation relay.. 1st was all VAD team to do this.. All Belia team was been quarantin in a classroom.. After 20 mins.. Its our turn.. God bless us.. We went down n ready for the competition.. Its was scary coz all of the ppl look quite a prepared la.. 1st all team stand in 1 line n get a short taklimat from Mr. Muniandi.. Then Immobilisation relay start.. All other team seem to be doin damn bloody fast but oni our team a bit slow.. N after 20 mins.. All other group finish all 20 skills... Oni our group finish 17 skills.. Aiyo.. Buta la.. Then we went to the quarantin zone again to wait for VAD team finish bandanging relay.. Again.. After 20 mins, we went down again to continue the competition.. haha.. Apa la bandaging relay.. Its all simple thing which Syamir train us to be pro in tat.. haha.. For bandaging relay Klang team manage to finish all skill in bout 17 mins.. Wohoo.. But most funny is wat.. Im the last fella from Klang team to finish the last skill.. At tat point of time, in my mind running.. 'Lets giv my best shot for the last skill..' Mana tau.. When i ran there for the very last skill.. The paper written.. 'Fold a triangle bandange for storage..' Apa la.. Wat a simple thing.. Sap Sap Sui for me la wei.. Finish up all skill.. Waiting there for other group.. haha.. A bit bangga at tat point of time.. haha.. After tat we hav our lunch n back to quarantin zone again.. Nex thing to do.. Classical First Aid.. Wow.. For tat was wer i found im a bit unlucky la.. When was Klang team.. We went to the scene.. There was 3 patients.. 1st patient was FB on the left leg.. Aparna was the professions on tat.. She take it.. 2nd was 1st degree burning on the hand n leg.. Kiri is the professions.. He take it.. The last patient was a patient wif spinal injurries.. Oh my god.. I take the patient n juz do cervical collar.. Aiyo.. Aiyo.. Tat was the mistake i hav made la.. Haiz.. After all.. We then go to a KFC near the skol n hav our tea time.. Then we move back to HQ.. All was so tired.. And once we reach HQ.. All of us juz fall in bilik belia n sleep.. After 1 hour oni we start to go bath 1 by 1.. Then we watch the video tat Chuan Leet take.. Wow.. Gombak was so cekap but for other is a bit.. Sad for them la.. But our main compartitor was Gombak n oni Gombak.. After we watch.. We all move to makan.. By the time we come back.. Some of us go sleep n some was preparing for the 2nd day session.. haha.. Me n Kiri preparing for tat session till bout 12am oni we go to sleep..

So this is the story of 1st day competition..
It will always in my mind..

To Be Continue...

Latihan Pertandingan Pertolongan Cemas Last Day

20 March 2008
Latihan Pertandingan PC Peringkat Selangor

Tomorrow will be Pertandingan PC.. So today all the participants will be overniting in Hq n goin to do a lot of training..

Our pendaftaran time is 7pm. Me Kiri n Suez as a reponsible SPM student as usual went to ET tuition centre to take our add maths class. After our class finish. We went to out post to buy our things for the pertandingan.

I reach Hq at 5pm then folo by Suez n Kiri. Then we hav a flashback on our exco life talk. Till 09 has finish their meeting n sir came out oni we went to convent to hav our dinner. When we reach Hq at 7pm. Straight we start our pendaftaran n training which handle by sir.

1st thing we do was CPR training. Every1 who doin tat oni do 2 cycle n sir ask to stop. Unluckily, when i doin sir din ask to stop. I keep doin CPR there for 5 cycle. Gosh! Its tiring. After tat. We start bandaging relay training. Which is more known as stamina training. Wat we did was, We hav to run to the hakim (which is sir at tat time). Touch his hand n run back to our group n pass to another group member. Tat training was keep continue for bout 10 mins. Try to imagine, u keep running for bout 10 mins. Hmm, i think u hav got ur conclusion in ur mind of wat i feel.

After stamina training, we start to do the real bandaging training. Hav to run to a patient, do a kind of rawatan on the patient n run back to pass to another group member. Tat training we do for bout 30mins. Keep running non-stop, seriously its tiring.

At tat point of time, wat i thinking was.. Pls stop n let us take 5 la. But without delay, we continue wif a concept training, wat we did here was, for all the rawatan we do we muz do it in correct in concept n when hakim see also we giv more marks. After tat sir gave us 15 mins to train kawat kaki, while sir n syamir n agilan has a meeting in office. Then we move inside the office n hav a quiz bee training. 1st we listen a lecture bout sejarah palang merah then syamir started throwing us different kind of question. But luckily i get a simple question. Din kena scold by agilan. Wat i most enjoy bout this session was we r doin it in office n the office air-cond was simply superb. Juz lepak inside.

Till everything finish, we went to bekerley conner to makan. Hav a makan session. Funny talk. N so on. Finish makan then we move back to Hq. Every1 get ready for their job scope for nex day de competition. Still as usual before we sleep. Some of us were making jokes of each other.

N we finally sleep at 1am. On tat morning, we hav to wake up at 5am. My god, 4 hours to sleep oni. Wateva la. We can do it!!

Nex day competition, Get ready!!

To be continued.....

Shock of life.. Juz joking..

Hmm.. How would i start 1st..

Yesterday, 14 of march.. After a long time i din attend any activity wif oni exco 08.. The day hav come again la.. SMK St John in KL (Manoj's skol) hav invited us to go their camp n teach some sosial n PC.. It was a damn cekap skol.. By looking n enviroment.. Then at there we hav to teach PC.. As i juz attended Kursus PC few weeks b4.. CPR was still a skill which i remember clearly.. N i take the chance to tunjuk la.. hehe.. After we teach.. We hav a skol visit.. Sort of looking over the whole skol.. It was like WOW!! How i will explain tat skol?? It like a Harry Potter skol.. I really hope to study there bcuz i like Harry Potter a lot.. But it's juz a plan which wont come true la.. After everything finish.. We hav a gift session.. N photo session then we take off to go back Klang..

After reach hq.. Exco 09 hav their meeting wif sir n Exco 08 some was in Bilik Belia.. Some outside la.. Hmm.. Suddenly sir tell me Kiri n Suez tat we hav been choosen to go for Pertandingan Pertolongan Cemas.. My god.. Dah lah my parent anti me to come hq.. Somemore this pertandingan nid to overnite 2 nites.. Pochi.. In my mind straight i think gone la.. Im gonna bring sir down.. But still i act like i got no prob n wish for the best la..

But wat is the shock tat i get was..
Today morning.. My mother ask me.. Goin hq today?? I sangkut a while.. Straight i tell.. I hav been choosen for Pertandingan PC.. Then she ask.. Y u no wan to refuse to go for tat.. I tell.. Impossible got experience i no wan to take.. She also juz smile oni.. Then i go work wif her.. (I work in Magnum for 2 hours today la..) In the shop.. She tell nex Sunday i hav to go work again.. Then i tell.. I cant make it bcuz my pertandingan is on sat n sun.. Plus im gonna overnite in hq 1 day earlier.. She smile again n say ok.. In my mind was thinking.. Mama.. Any lecture to me?? But i juz diam la..

Till nite lagi la shock.. My father which dun even let me to go for penyerahan kuasa MEB 09 noe bout this.. He juz say.. Haiyo.. Form 5 d still join so many ar.. Tats all he say.. My brain corrupted at tat point of time.. Thinking.. Am i living in a heaven n staying wif angel?? Y everything go on so smooth 1?? Haha..

So after all.. They also din tell anything d la.. So wat i hav to do is juz buat bodoh n move on in life.. U all might think like.. Wat so shock?? But for me is juz a Shock of life.. Anyway, i juz simply post this oni..

Wishing for the best in Pertandingan Pertolongan Cemas..
Pray to god..
God bless..

Exco Life!!

Dunno y came back to a feeling of Exco Life..
So trying to put it in n let myself see after 10 years la.. haha..

1st of all, I been select to be a Exco on the 5th of Jan 2008 (Clearly in my mind..)!!
Then life started to become very busy.. Always organise activity n spend time in hq.. For 1 whole year de life is juz Exco, HQ, Activity, Overnite n so on.. Miss those time very much..
In tat process, I hav went thru a lot of challenges, problem n so on.. But I did overcome it wif my team.. Life is like tat de ma.. Its like a game.. Always hav to face problem n make decision..
On the way facing problem.. I hav meet the best kind of people in my life.. Which is my dear Exco..
They r juz like my bro n sis.. I see them more often than seeing my own family.. Tats really cool..
Beside.. I also meet my life mate.. (Dunno whether its correct o wrong..)
Which is my 5 best friend in exco.. Kiri, Mani, Mahes, Suez, Sheila..
They r my true friend in life.. (Dunno how to describe futher..)


In the coming 10 years, 100 years o even 1000 years if i was still alive i will never gonna forget all of them..

MEB 08 Roxx my life!!
WOOHOOOOO!!

Keeping too much thing inside the heart is not good for health..

After few days of tahan my bro.. (Keep using comp to play game n no wan let me use..)
Finally i fight wif him.. Wakaka.. (Sengaja wanna cari pasal wif him la..)
This few days he keep on playing game n my family keep scolding him but he din change at all.. Then bcuz i noe he is waiting for his STPM results.. I help him to cover la.. But tat fker dunno how to appreciate.. I wan use comp then no wan giv pula.. Real sapi fella..
Then tonite.. Finally i fight back n the feeling is sooo damn nice.. Express everything out.. Wohoo..

So the conclusion of the day is..
Dun be depress.. Always express..
Wakakakaka..!!

Life is Boring!!

Boring la.. Missing how we will sms each other last time..
So nice tat time.. But now dunno y every1 juz stop doin it ad..
Is not stop la.. The rate juz drop.. Haiz..
Everynite oni sit on the table wif my phone tat wont ring is seriously killing me la..
Dunno y im so desperate of doin it.. But.. It juz happened.. Wat i can do oh??
I think its time for me to change my mind lo.. No nid sms all ad la..
Sms nid 2 ppl but i cant do it alone..
So.. My nex target.. Stay 3 days without sms other ppl..(Cant take it too long la.. Will die de..)
God bless i'll change my bad attitude of keep on sms ppl la..
When ppl dun layan mean ppl really dun wan layan lo..
Wat to do?? HAHA!!

MUZ ACHIEVE MY TARGET!! 3 DAYS!!

Boring, Tired and Piss Off !!

Haiz.. Not in a good mood this few day la..
In skol dah la nid to study study + study..
Then Bsm Teacher keep giving pressure pula..
This sat will hav a gotong-royong perdana in skol..
Our skol also use this chance to ask the skol student to paint wall n write word on it..
My society.. Bsm.. A bit 'lucky'.. Was been choosen to do it la..
My god.. Teacher everyday telling different thing n i cant start the work at all..
Then on Friday.. Suddenly tell us nid to finish up juz bcuz wan to use our wall for Perasmian Gotong-royong.. My god.. Hav to do lo.. Skol is always greatest ma..
Then b4 we gonna start do painting work.. Suddenly Pengetua go inside our Bilik Rawatan n ask us to clean up everything in Bilik Rawatan.. WTF man.. U tot we r wat?? Real Fker la..
Then start cleaning up after a Sapi Ujitara.. By 12.30pm at least we manage to finish clean up bilik rawatan la.. But still hav to paint the wall.. Haiyo.. U tot i care ar?? Straight tell all the ppl tat invove to settle then chaoz!! Got tuition ma.. Cant miss de le!! Very important.. Its gathering..
Bcuz rushing to go tutition and also working whole day.. My 1st meal of the day is at 3.30pm++ la..
From 2.00pm till 3.30pm tuition.. Hav to go back skol n see them again pula.. Wat a sapi life??
But as KUS i hav to lo.. After seeing them nid to rush back to tuition centre n continue tuition..
The 1st time i feel kao kao tired n wan to sleep in tuition class... Haiz.. I really cant take it ad la..
Teacher keep giving me pressure i will die somewhere along the way dei..
So after 2molo at least part of my work done la.. So at least can chill for while..

Hope tat i can get out of this ASAP la..
Find new ppl to take over then i study for my SPM!!
9 more months.. Dun play play..
God bless me.. 2molo will be a good day for me..

Sunday Life SUCKS!!

Here it come.. The most boring day in the week.. Its Sunday again..
My god.. I really gonna become 1 kayu ad la.. Today life is so damn bloody boring man..
Im gonna become crazy la.. Let me tell u my whole day activity la..
From 11am i wake up (a bit late coz ytd sleep at bout 1am..).. Then play Luna(Is a on9 game.. Childish de..).. Go mandi.. Din makan breakfast (coz house oni got the food tat i hate the most.. wat to do?? hav to tahan lo..).. Then wanna continue play game.. Grandma ask to fold gold paper (Chinese ppl sembahyang use to burn de..)pula.. Gosh.. I hate to fold it man.. Its so boring doin it.. But wat to do? Hav to fold lo.. Then folding tat 1 ownself take bout 2hours d.. Im really fed up doin it la(But i will enjoy burning tat gold paper always.. hehe..).. Then wan continue play game.. My ibu angkat come pula.. Gosh.. Everytime they come sure i will kena lecture de.. Same thing happen today.. Kena lecture for 1 hour.. By 4.30 they chao.. Yeah!! Its my time.. Lets go sleep.. Sleep till 6pm wake up.. Mandi n so on.. Wan play game.. Father come back pula.. My god.. My god!! I wan relax la.. Y keep got negative thing coming in?? Gosh!! Then can oni sit in front comp n do some stupid stuff.. Boring gila.. Somemore today no ppl sms n msn wif me!! Its so boring without sms n msn man.. Wat to do.. They went shopping d.. Thinking i should hav folo too.. Haha..
Then sitting n watch movie till now.. My back also goin to patah liao la..
Haiz.. I hate Sunday.. Hate it to the max.. Boring day.. Its SUCKS!!

Anyway, how can i sit in house n do nothing like this oh??
I should be studying la wei.. SPM man.. SPM!!
Haha.. Tats all for the boring sunday la..
God bless me.. I wan start study liao ya..
Hehe..

Today in my beloved HQ!!

My god.. Today i went to hq again.. Dunno y.. Feeling damn bloody different from last time..
Still remember last time.. There's no much chance for me to sit inside bilik belia bcuz everytime go hq sure got lot of work to do 1.. Organise activity.. Clean up cabin wif mani n kiri.. Wash hq pond.. Clean up bilik belia.. Life is soooo busy tat time..
But now?? Gone.. Its gone man.. I even hav time to sit inside bilik belia n hav a nice sleep.. My god.. How can this happen?? Juz bcuz this year is year 2009!! Haiyo..
Today more teruk.. I feeling like sitting in hq without talking wif other juz make me feel wanna go back house n sleep kao2.. Im juz like suffering in hq..
Last time i use to stay at hq till 6.30pm oni go back.. Tat 1 also is bcuz i hav to go back by tat time.. Now leh?? At juz 5pm i ad wanna go back house.. I cant take it in hq.. Dunno y its so suffering.. I juz feel 1 kind wanna stay there..
This feeling is really sucks man.. How can this be?? Hq is my second house la.. How can i feel 1 kind in my house??

My god!! Pls help me out la.. Hq is the place for me to chill out la.. I cant be suffering there de.. I hope this will oni happen today but not on the other day..
God bless me!!

A wednesday which got no tuition!!

Today is wednesday..
Normally i will be goin to hq earlier then oni go Maths tuition wif some of my exco..
But today its a bit different..
My tuition teacher is having some problem n cancel of the tuition today..
Starting i was thinking.. Oh Shit!! The oni day i can tuition wif sheila, suez, mani, kiri, mahes gone!! Its GONE!!
Was thinking.. How la.. Friday oni can see them again.. How??!!
But still as usual i went to hq today.. But not for tuition porposes.. But is juz lepak la..
Then go hq, lepak a while, went to eat wif sir.. come back hq at 4.30pm..
By the time reach hq.. Its the time sir wan to go home n take a nice sleep..
Then me, suez n sheila pula keep sitting in the car n no wan to go down..
Started la.. Sir telling us a lot of thing.. Also make me think of few things which i can do, achieve n so on..
Sir tell us tat.. On the day i die.. Who will come for my funeral.. It really make my mind running la..
Thinking who is my fren which will come.. Which is my best fren.. Thinking whether my best fren will come or not.. But now i got my namelist ad la.. Who will come.. Who wont.. And so on..
So after the conversation wif sir.. It juz make me feel.. Luckily today no tuition.. haha..

When oni i will hav another chance to talk wif sir like this??
I gonna wait till my neck also grow long la.. haha..