Friday, July 13, 2012

Doomsday?! Nah, Just Another Day

1st of all, this is gonna be a post that's gonna be boring. When you find it boring, just click on the "x" button and go, alright?


The worry.ness of getting into which uni and which course have been kicking on others since like, since they got their STPM results? or since they submitted the uni application form? I seriously don't know. I don't have the worry.ness kicking me all this while, why? Maybe I'm looked down on the people who's applying Psychology? Maybe I'm too confident with myself? Or maybe I'm living in my own fantasy of getting into psychology course and come out with master's cert and go on with my life as a psychology lecturer?!


Yes! I do live in my fantasy for long. I wanted psychology so badly that I think I can get it. But seriously, I just don't get it now. Felt the depression I have now? Well, chill, I was depress the second I know I didn't get psycholody, I'm even depress when I know I got Biotech. It's because Biotech, I was trying to fill in the space only wei, but now I got it, how?!


When I joined a church camp last year and Uncle Jacker asked us what is our ambition. Without a second thoughts, I told him I want to be a psychologist, well, not really psychologist but I want knowledge about psychology. Then he told me psychology is a different from bible. What bible says is facts, is God's word, is truth. While psychology is just theory, is assumption, is theory, is statistic from research. He told me to have strong foundation of bible knowledge before I stepped into psychology field because my faith might get eaten up by the knowledge of psychology. At that point of time, I didn't tell myself to give up on psychology. Instead, I want to use my knowledge in psychology to preach the gospel 1 day. I don't if this works but I believe something can be done. Therefore I'm inspired more of taking up psychology. I wanted to do something more to glorify Him. To let people know Him. But now all it left is, how to glorify Him and preach His word with Biotech? And another question to myself, will the facts and theory in science blind me from God's words and His works on earth?


I believe that He is true. I believed that He saved me.  I believed that He died hanging on the cross for my sins, not only mine, but yours too. I have experienced what I called it "Hell", that's when I turned to God and I know what I experienced wasn't even near to the real hell because He heard my prayer and He hold me up till now He's still holding me. Want to know what's the real hell is? Its not what you see in the movie with fire and demons all around. Even if there's fire and demon down there, it wasn't the scariest thing yet. The scariest thing is that when you pray and you heard no reply, when you are desperate for Him and He will not be there. Why I talked so much about God? Because I know clearly this is what God has for me. There must be something I have to achieve in there and I'm taking it up. I'll still appeal because I'm very self-centered and I eagerly want what I want but still I won't lose faith in His decisions.


I know I blah.ed too much and people who don't believe in God and clicked "X" half way reading, I hope you find God someday. N for people that you're reading this line. I know you're my good friend for sure and I just hope that you put yourself at a neutral state and think. Go and find out what God really has done for us. I'm sure you know the name Jesus Christ but do you know who is He? Do you know what He has done for us? Do you ever asked question about Him? Do you ever try to know Him a little bit more? Go and know this great man who's greater than Steve Jobs, greater than Will Smith, greater than anyone on earth. I pray to God that whoever's reading this you'll find God someday and turn to him and repent for your sins. 


Finally, the above is just pure blah.ing about my faith and my eager to know Him more and my eager for you to find Him. This is what I sincerely wanna tell you this. At the moment you might feel lost, feel depress, feel sucky, feel alone, feel odd, feel everything you can feel. Just remember this, no matter you have faith in God or not, He's the one looking at you and planning for you. His plan is perfect and as long as you have faith in Him, He'll give you more than what you deserve. Feeling weak, turn to Him and pray for strength. Feeling lost and alone, turn to Him and pray for comforts. He is almighty and only by you turning to Him, He'll show you who He is. Believe!


Thanks for reading this post. Hope you find something here as you reading this.
Good day and may God bless you :)


Reminder to self: God doesn't give me what I deserve, He gives me what I need. If I get what I deserve, I wouldn't be here typing this anymore.


Regards,
PangkyPang

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Hooked with Youtube


Readers, look who's back here? LOL. If you still see this post, I don't know how and why you did because this blog been dead a long time already.

Anyway, this post is just a little sharing about what I stalked on Youtube.
I'm not a usually on Youtube before this because my streamyx is a little slow plus bro is a online gamer. So the buffering really make me speechless. There's when I lost touch with Youtube.

Since house steamyx had been updated and line got faster, therefore I now feel more comfortable with Youtube. So the below is a little videos I found and made me a regular Youtube viewer as well :P

I am not a Jayesslee fans before this, but the truth is, I don't even know who they are before I entered form 6. Since some of my friend posted them up on their FB page, I got to know them like "Oh.. Jayesslee." kind of way, till I heard they are coming to M'sia for concert, then I started stalking them and woots, I know them now like "Yay!! JAYESSLEE!! XD" *random* 
Personally I liked most of their songs, other than their korean song which I don't understand at all :P So skipped their songs. I liked the way they share their testimony in places like church and concert. Below are 1 of the song I liked the most, Payphone!! :D


And yes! I went to their concert in KL this year for FREE! How I get it? You'll know soon :)

Then I subscribed to  WongFuProductions as well. Hmm, WongFu is made up of 3 very good friends and they produce diff type of videos like romance, comedy, and so on. If you are interested, you should really stalk them :) This is one of the video that I find funny. Take a look!


New Year Resolution Failed ==

Check out their weekly vlog known as WongFuWeekends too. Some of it will surely catch your eyes :)

This is what I'm currently looking at their videos. The JubileeProjects . I don't really know the people that appearing in the video yet but what caught my eyes was, their video is made for fundraising purposes or raise awareness on recent issue, kinda wow for me. Just impressed with their work. Here's a vid I bumped into when stalking them, 4 parts in total, watch them all :)


Besides, Malaysia Youtuber do produce a lot of nice video too. I liked JinnyBoyTV myself, I guessed others will like them too for their creativity? LOL. Enjoy the vid that makes me LOL the 1st time I watch them :D

ABUDEN?!

So this is basically what I watch on Youtube. There are more awesome people and videos out there for me to explore. More to come I hope :) 

Alright, that's all for now and WOAH! You read this line? 
Thanks for reading it all, its a boring post that I made up in office. 
No picture and No colored fonts to keeps you awake. 
Anyway, enjoy your day and God bless everyone of you :)

Best Regards,
PangkyPang