Sunday, December 30, 2012
Testimony, a story worth sharing :)
Sunday, September 16, 2012
The starting point of new life.
There's one thing that I want to share here. I was so wrong and selfish that the way I feel loved is by family doing the thing that pleased me and in that way, I'm loved. But I'm wrong. No matter how or what the parents did, they did it for they love you. You might feel that the way they are doing thing is totally wrong and at times you just have the idea of "F.O." in your mind. But think again, what you can do to argue with them a little lesser and love them a little more? THINK! :)
So there goes the little thing that I picked up from leaving my comfort zone and coming here to Sarawak. The next 3 years is gonna be long tough time. There's a lot of thing that I couldn't let go at my comfort zone. But God has a purpose for me here, and I'll surely find it out and be strong with Christ.
Thanks for reading my long unplanned post. May God be with you through all the good and the bad.
God bless you.
Friday, July 13, 2012
Doomsday?! Nah, Just Another Day
The worry.ness of getting into which uni and which course have been kicking on others since like, since they got their STPM results? or since they submitted the uni application form? I seriously don't know. I don't have the worry.ness kicking me all this while, why? Maybe I'm looked down on the people who's applying Psychology? Maybe I'm too confident with myself? Or maybe I'm living in my own fantasy of getting into psychology course and come out with master's cert and go on with my life as a psychology lecturer?!
Yes! I do live in my fantasy for long. I wanted psychology so badly that I think I can get it. But seriously, I just don't get it now. Felt the depression I have now? Well, chill, I was depress the second I know I didn't get psycholody, I'm even depress when I know I got Biotech. It's because Biotech, I was trying to fill in the space only wei, but now I got it, how?!
When I joined a church camp last year and Uncle Jacker asked us what is our ambition. Without a second thoughts, I told him I want to be a psychologist, well, not really psychologist but I want knowledge about psychology. Then he told me psychology is a different from bible. What bible says is facts, is God's word, is truth. While psychology is just theory, is assumption, is theory, is statistic from research. He told me to have strong foundation of bible knowledge before I stepped into psychology field because my faith might get eaten up by the knowledge of psychology. At that point of time, I didn't tell myself to give up on psychology. Instead, I want to use my knowledge in psychology to preach the gospel 1 day. I don't if this works but I believe something can be done. Therefore I'm inspired more of taking up psychology. I wanted to do something more to glorify Him. To let people know Him. But now all it left is, how to glorify Him and preach His word with Biotech? And another question to myself, will the facts and theory in science blind me from God's words and His works on earth?
I believe that He is true. I believed that He saved me. I believed that He died hanging on the cross for my sins, not only mine, but yours too. I have experienced what I called it "Hell", that's when I turned to God and I know what I experienced wasn't even near to the real hell because He heard my prayer and He hold me up till now He's still holding me. Want to know what's the real hell is? Its not what you see in the movie with fire and demons all around. Even if there's fire and demon down there, it wasn't the scariest thing yet. The scariest thing is that when you pray and you heard no reply, when you are desperate for Him and He will not be there. Why I talked so much about God? Because I know clearly this is what God has for me. There must be something I have to achieve in there and I'm taking it up. I'll still appeal because I'm very self-centered and I eagerly want what I want but still I won't lose faith in His decisions.
I know I blah.ed too much and people who don't believe in God and clicked "X" half way reading, I hope you find God someday. N for people that you're reading this line. I know you're my good friend for sure and I just hope that you put yourself at a neutral state and think. Go and find out what God really has done for us. I'm sure you know the name Jesus Christ but do you know who is He? Do you know what He has done for us? Do you ever asked question about Him? Do you ever try to know Him a little bit more? Go and know this great man who's greater than Steve Jobs, greater than Will Smith, greater than anyone on earth. I pray to God that whoever's reading this you'll find God someday and turn to him and repent for your sins.
Finally, the above is just pure blah.ing about my faith and my eager to know Him more and my eager for you to find Him. This is what I sincerely wanna tell you this. At the moment you might feel lost, feel depress, feel sucky, feel alone, feel odd, feel everything you can feel. Just remember this, no matter you have faith in God or not, He's the one looking at you and planning for you. His plan is perfect and as long as you have faith in Him, He'll give you more than what you deserve. Feeling weak, turn to Him and pray for strength. Feeling lost and alone, turn to Him and pray for comforts. He is almighty and only by you turning to Him, He'll show you who He is. Believe!
Thanks for reading this post. Hope you find something here as you reading this.
Good day and may God bless you :)
Reminder to self: God doesn't give me what I deserve, He gives me what I need. If I get what I deserve, I wouldn't be here typing this anymore.
Tuesday, July 3, 2012
Hooked with Youtube
Readers, look who's back here? LOL. If you still see this post, I don't know how and why you did because this blog been dead a long time already.
Then I subscribed to WongFuProductions as well. Hmm, WongFu is made up of 3 very good friends and they produce diff type of videos like romance, comedy, and so on. If you are interested, you should really stalk them :) This is one of the video that I find funny. Take a look!
Sunday, February 26, 2012
Langkawi Trip With The 6A1 Peepos :)
I said I’ll only post things begining from 2012 but here’s a really memorable trip that I wanted to share and also keep it here for me to read in the future :)
It was few days after our STPM ended and we’re like all hyped for the trip. And like I said its a 6A1 trip and why me as a 6A3 student were there? Well, its simple, because I’m close with the A1 peeps. There are few reasons at the back of it, 1st it was because I have my best friends + old friends in the class like Tan, Wen, P.Khai, J.Tzen, 2nd, A1 has the highest number of librarian and I know most of them. So I actually know 90%? maybe of A1 peeps.
This happened somehow silly because A3 actually wanted to come out with something but ended up failed :x Yeah, so me and Terung was invited to join A1 class trip. N right after we settled with Calvin about our class stuff, we said yes to the organizer of the trip :D There we go!
Ok. Its been like months after I came back from the trip so my memories is actually blurred but I’ll put it in words as much as I can :)
We all gather at a petrol station on the night before our trip started and all of us were super excited for the trip. Took sometime standing there before the bus actually reach, by the time its there it was like 11pm?! Or 12am? Forgotten. This is my 3rd time to Langkawi but it was my 1st time travelling there by bus and ferry?boat? (correct me please) The whole journey is about 6 hours and we reached there about 6am in the morning. Well, the way I slept in bus is better not to be eleborated :P Had breakfast at some place early in the morning then there we go to the ferry?boat?
First day of trip started, once we reached Pulau Langkawi, it was straight to island hoping. Take boat from island to island and I’m glad that I went to some island which I have not set foot there yet. If not go same island not syok rite XP Then night was free time for us. I had a room with Tan Terung UV n George. N our room was connected to Y.Kiang’s room, so it ended up becoming at meeting room in the night la. Besides choc that’s cheap in Langkawi, what else rite? Yeah, its alcohol. Ain’t wanna talk like I’m a good boy. I drank & drunk in Langkawi once too, and I have my lesson there because it ain’t a good feeling after all, the vomit and headache :O So I’m off from it this time, so there’s a room for drinking game and another room for random game. Thanks to Y.Hong for his PSP that keep me company for all the free time I have there. Doesn’t have much idea of what happened on the 1st night, but I know we went bed earlier la.
Second day was whole free day, no tour guide with us so we have to plan our own routine for the day. So we decided to rent car and go around places that we wanted to go. But the car rental took of quite a long time so it actually make us have shorter time to travel. N thanks to the driver for taking us all around, the car seriously have some shitty problems wei. Tan’s car doesn’t have air-cond and then water boiled half way. N that make Tan to throw a finger boner. But luckily those problem were settled fast. We went to a mall called Langkawi Mall i guess but it has nothing much inside, so we take off to another shopping mall which is way better + it has a cinema there. Planned to buy ticket and watch movie in the night but plan failed. Night time again, and this night weren’t a good night. It was the same, they play their games and we played ours, but some of them got really drunk. Inn thrown up in his room and caused everyone in his room to sleep over in our room while my roommates spend our night in lobby. Besides, some thrown up words that they’ve keep in their heart for long time. N there’s when I say, getting drunk weren’t so bad afterall because I personally thinks that after someone speak out his/her problems, he/she will feel a little bit relieved somehow, my opinion la. But it was a very cool night too, I spent the whole night in lobby with Y.Hong while he’s with netbook and I’m with his PSP, n I was awake the whole night *NEW ACHIEVEMENT MADE :D*
Third day, it was to the waterfall and cable car. I felt totally excited but my body is tired so I took all the time in bus sleeping :P Once we reached the waterfall, we all went into it and it was fun to have all the crazy peeps in there. Craziness + laughter going on. The waterfall was nice, like a water massage, shuang!! Up next is the cable car, we walk on a road surrounded by trees on the both side n that just make me feel fresher after the body massage. When we reached the cable car area, the queue was LOOOONG :O But all thanks to the tour guide because he bought the tickets for us while we’re wandering around. Shocked a bit when saw him, he looked ‘chao da’ XD So up and up we go, I was with Tan, Wen, S.Lye, X.Hong n Terung, all we was discussing is about what happened when we’re in the queue. Kinda funny duhh. LOL. Took tonnes of photo up there where I’ll show later. About 3pm in the noon, we all went back to place near hotel n had thai style lunch, not bad though. Next was the craziest thing we did together, we went to play banana boat. Initially plan was we divide into 2 boats but ended up all 11 of us were on a single banana. N all the crazy time happened just right there. A1 was a physic class so I think they came out with some way where we can balance ourself and prevent us from falling into the water. N it actually worked somehow, stayed on the banana boat longer than usual :D Nice, but later we were all late and all 4 of us actually used the bathroom with door opened. Another craziness, LOL!! Spent night in the city for dinner and choc hunting. Then back in hotel, they were still energetic so they continue to play games and that night we all slept earlier and really had a good night sleep :)
Final day, rises early in the morning because we have to catch up with the ferry?boat? But unfortunately, the bus had some problem so we’re actually late to reach the jetty, but Thank God because we still manage catch up the ferry?boat? on time. Phew. Remembered how we ran with all our luggage. Then we’re all off from Langkawi. On the way back home, we stopped by at Ipoh to have our lunch then a shop to buy some biscuit n stuff. N arrived in Klang at 7++pm in the night. Woots. Last thing we do together was a group photo then ciao~
Well, this trip was definitely a total different 1. I got nagged by parents for going to the same place for times but I think its worth it because it was a trip with the Form6 friends I met and a trip with the old friends. So I have no regrets :) Thank you guys for letting me into your class trip as it was really a memorable 1. That’s it for all the talking. There goes pics!! :D
(: !The 3 of US! :)
!st time travelling together.
Thanks for reading peeps.
Best regards,
PangkyPang
Saturday, February 25, 2012
Back Here After So Long :P
Sunday, July 31, 2011
Updates
Wow. Another month over. Tomorrow will be another brand new month. This month has been really up and down for me. But just look at the happy moment. As Albus Dumbledore said : Happiness can be found even in the darkest of time. And I’m not in the darkest situation yet. So I’m happy with things going around.
Bon Odori. Joined the event for the first time. Kinda like the event. But I did not join their dance session. Just sitting on the ground and look what’s happening around us. N here’s something interesting that I wanna share with you guys.
The performer with their traditional costume. Initially before the performer reach the stage. I was standing nearest to the stage. But when performer is here, people start gathering around the stage with their DSLR and I’m only having my Nokia N95. Swt. Then my brain straight tell me to fall back and let the pros take the photo. Finally this is the photo that I can take only.
The lovely couple.
They both were standing at the same place and play with the bubble and it attracts people around to gather and play along. Kinda sweet I can say, seeing all the small kids gathering around this couple:)
The “Despicable Me” Main Character.
If you guys watch Despicable me before. This is the man we found that look so much like the main character in the movie. Took a lot of his photo and I think he felt weird. But I can see he’s a good father. Just like the 1 in the movie. Btw, Despicable Me is a cartoon.
The Photographer.
When an event is going on, a photographer should be taking photo of what’s going on with the event right? But he’s so different, the event going on and he’s taking photo of the sweet couple and the children around. What I should call him? I don’t know. But I really like the way he loved photography.
The fan.
The environment there is really HOT! N thanks to this fan that keep us cool at all time. By the way, liked the design and the theme. Arigatou Malaysia. Its actually sort of the way they express their appreciation to Malaysia for helping them when the Tsunami attacked Japan.
Mouse dissection. Its a experiment that all the Biology students of form 6 have to do. N bio student usually get very excited for this. I’m excited, but when the time comes. Its not that fun actually. 1st move is to nail the mouse on the dissecting plate. Its really painful. Here some pics that I took with my phone. Btw, please scroll down fast if you can’t take it.
The Mouse. Want a closer look at the organ?
Nanny asked me to join a dance for Chinese Society and I promised him. N there goes a month of practice with the dancing gang. Its really fun but I didn’t take much photo. But 1 day before the event, we stayed till late at the studio. I think we leave studio at 9pm.
While the other practicing Infinite. I sat by the side and tried to do some Chemistry question. But I didn’t really work la.
Siok Hoon is kind enough and brought this to us. Me, Andy and Wen ate about half of it. Opsie.
On the next day. Went to school earlier to practice few more times. N the outcome. Take a look peeps.
Finally, this few days I have been pushing myself to the max. I went out from house in the morning and came home in the night. Only a few hours in house. Mum were mad, but I promised I’ll cut down to the max. Its August. N today’s Beng Ghee birthday! Went to jog with him in the morning and celebrated for him right after our jogging session. I can’t post all photo here. But here’s some I have. More? Refer to Facebook.
There’s a few things that I haven’t post yet. Please Stay tuned.
Btw, I know its a real long post. Sorry if I wasted your time here. I think some of you is gonna come and whack on my head and say : “Can you update your blog frequently so that I your post won’t be so long?” I get it. I’ll try to alright.
Have fun peeps. Hope every single one of you is enjoying your life now. If you’re not? GO GET A LIFE! Few minutes more to August and make it a new start for yourself alright?!
God Bless You!
Regards,
PangkyPang
Saturday, July 2, 2011
July Starts. Engine Starts!
Phew its July already. Time flies. People are really buckling up already. Here I am still blogging. Blek!
Well. There’s something I really can’t get over now. What have you been thinking? I was trying to help so I asked. But you no wanna reply. Then I’m fine with it. I believe that with our friendship. You will one day open up and tell me what happened to you. But you didn’t. Fine! I know you wanna keep it to yourself, so keep it. I won’t ask. But then come on, why are you acting like this recently? Not like I never approach you, but what kind of reaction you gave me? I know this is a misunderstand. I want to solve it. I approach you like I used to. But you are making me stress with your reply. You are stressed. I know! But you also know, everyone is stress now, when you are stress, keep it to yourself. Don’t try make people around you feel they doesn’t worth a shit! I really can’t get what you want from me? Am I really that not worthy? Whatever. I do hope time will let everything vanished. Hope so!
Alright then. After being negative. Its time for positive stuff. Not like my life is so so negative that I can’t find my entertainment.
Transformer 3 is out in town. And I think that caused a little bit of traffic jam in Klang because people are excited for the movie. Bro is much much more excited than me and he went to MBO Klang to get the movie tickets for us. Wednesday night 900pm. Woohoo. Went crazy! Btw, bro bought 3D ticket, means its my 1st 3D movie. Awesome!
Transformer : Dark of the Moon
Hot topic NOW!
Manage to take a photo of the 3D specs.
30th June 1992 there’s a gay.est baby born on earth. And now its 19 years later and we celebrated for this baby. Chan Yew Vee! Well, his birthday were kinda sad though. He was in school till 4.30pm but not a cake for him. He must be disappointed by then. But we ain’t noob also. On that night, we got all the friends and rushed into his house. And he was not in the living room, but bedroom doing maths question. LOL!
*Blurred*
BOO him in his bedroom!
The reason why we call him gay! Lol.
2nd July. Its High School Sports Day. Its my final year in school but I don’t really have much interest for the event. But then Watkins is really lack of people for marching. So we have idea but joined and give some support. But last night I slept at 2am in the midnight and caused me late to wake up. Luckily nanny called me. Besides sports day, its also some running event organised today.
Watkins gimmick. I failed it. Wrong step. T.T
Captured a few photos. Here’s for now. More to come!
Wen Ying’s back! Prettier? *nod*
The very talkative Junior. Promoting 100plus btw.
Miss Rumah of Rumah Ross.
Elizabeth Swann a.k.a See Wee
Leave early from the Stadium to go to Bukit Cahaya. Woots. I drove to Shah Alam for the first time. Record made again. YAY! This trip was actually random, but still we made it. Got lost in Shah Alam for a while, finally we reached Bukit Cahaya. Then the journey starts!
Long long way to Bukit Sapu Tangan. Plus mostly up hill. But we still manage to make it to the top!
The highest part of Bukit Cahaya. Height!!
After hours of journey. Group photo is a MUST!
After resting at the top hill. We travelled all the way back to where we started. Rushed to Camar Rimba and swimming pool! After so long, I finally get to swim again. Came back to Klang at about 345pm and have our lunch then home sweet home.
Its really an exciting trip, on the way to Bukit Sapu Tangan we were so tired and wanted to give up. But finally we made it to the highest point. That should apply to our form 6 life. NEVER GIVE UP!
New accessory for pencil case.
Twitter ROX!
That’s all for today. Hope you guys enjoy reading it.
Before I end, here’s a ‘sentence’ which I like a lot. By Optimus Prime.
You may lose faith in us, but NEVER in yourself.
God bless you, peeps.
Regards,
PangkyPang
Sunday, June 26, 2011
First Week Over!
Phew. The first week’s finally over.
Congratz to all junior who make things happened so beautifully (Even though there’s some mistake). Overall I’m happy that you guys eventually correct yourself from day to day. I think its nice to see all of the junior working together.*Memories flashback*
Yeah. All the stuff you guys went through this week. We went though before, and I wish you all do enjoy it because a year from now, you are gonna stand in my place and have the same flashback. LOL!
A notebook in Book Fair. Yeah peeps.
Please be happy! Cheer up k!
That’s all I had for this week. You should know, phone is not allowed in Library. But I used it, just for a few times, so never mind la.
Angry Bird is trending now. N library junior used this opportunity well. Waiting to see the outcome.
Oh ya. Its 1 of the bro’s birthday this week. Andy Chen Chee Hong. His classmate celebrated for him during recess. A little photo here.
I didn’t push you, but were touching your head and get caught.
For us. To be truth, I totally forgotten and when I realised. Opsie, its 2 days away. Without any plan in hands, we the crazies have a crazy plan. Called the “Crushing mission”(I made it up myself). Just 3 of us crushing his house on his birthday night. He’s totally surprised with our presence! Then we chit chat.ed like how we used to be. So nice. *Another flashback*
Here’s some photo we had that night.
Happy 19th Birthday ANDY! The 9 cacat.ed anyway.
Andy cried. Aww. Don’t be touch.
LOL. Actually its because we played too high and tears drop.
I think that’s all for this week. Buckling up like any other people.
Same goes to You!
A pic to end this post.
I likey random photo. Here’s how random this can be.
An ass – Nanny
A blur case – Andy
A weirdo – Me
Stay healthy and God bless you!
Regards,
PangkyPang
